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Kung kilala mo ako sa personal, please understand my sense of privacy. I know this blog is set to be accessed by the public but hiding the contents from your reach (such as Facebook, Twitter, Instagram) is the first sign that my privacy is set to exclude you from my possible readers. I do not intend to push you away or say something behind your back if ever one of my posts refers to you. Please do not misunderstand. Know clearly that the purpose of this blog is just for me who does not have someone to talk to sometimes about my recent life goals and stress, and overthinks and gets depressed easily. My thoughts are just unexpectedly bursting out freely when I am here, and it is the freedom I have been searching for since it is already noticeably crowded (and unfortunately toxic) in other social media sites.
And since I am great in overthinking, I actually thought right now that if you, someone I personally know, would ever read this, you might ask me to turn it down or to change the privacy into which my blog is visible only to me. But in case, I would not do neither of the two. This is what I want. Let me want it this time.
Sorry, you do not know what I feel whenever I talk to the several strangers here who also think of me as stranger.
Sorry, but you do not know the satisfaction we get in seeing word vomits in our feed instead of blood.
Sorry, but you still do not know blogosphere. However, you may try.
Thank you for reading this first. Unlike the first version, you are permitted to read as much as you want. My only one wish is please do not tell others you found it. If you would, now you know why I did not tell you anything about this in the first place.